Just in case, we had a very terrible conflict. Just remember this.. this is how I reminds you in the most difficult time before we're marry.
· He is the person who always
makes me sure that myself is beautiful. Even he ever told me that I’m fatterL. He is the person who greet me in the morning and said,
“Assalamu’alaikum Cantik” / “Pagi sayang..”
Bismillah,
January 17th 2013
Here I am now, wearing an engagement ring.
Don’t you believe it? I bet you don’t.
Because I don’t. :D in the same time, this ring reminds me how long I
haven’t write down here. Yeah, writing becomes very precious thing for me. Not
only because of my time, but also it’s hard to find the mood of writing. I
usually write on a diary when I feel sad, feeling geje and Alhamdulillah, it’s indication
that I’m happy so far!
Yes, I got engaged now. Engaged to
whom? Do you really want to know? I’ve been talked about him here already. He’s him! I’m sure you won’t forget him because I talked often about him, and
even draw him a picture hahaha.
In fact, I wonder whether he’s really ‘the
one’. For me, he will always be a person just like I lastly remember. He still
annoying! Here is some proof. Here is the reason why I hate him!
- · I hate it when he text me first, then I responds very enthusiastic, then he don’t respond it as enthusiast as I did. He even reply it in looong time
- · I hate it so much, when he doesn’t even text me at all. Forgetting me.
- · I hate it when he just kept silent, letting me feel indifference
- · I hate it when every night, we cannot always kept contact. We cannot talk; we cannot close the day sharing sweet words and good night greetings.
- · I hate it when he started to give signs that he’s busy. Sign that he wanna end up the conversation.
- · I hate it when he doesn’t say any sweet word. Whilst you’ve ever told that love should be represented by words.
- · I hate it when he started to pushing me, dictate me.
- · I hate you Alietosaurus. I hate you so much. I hate to realize that now I am depending on you. I hate how much I love you, Alietosaurus!
Now I am thinking a lot.
Does he worth it? Does he worth for the pain? Does he deserve me? Because, in
the other side, he is....
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He is a person who has a vision
about the future. Reminds me about the priority in life. Haji-rumah-pendidikan
anak, oh my..
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He is kind of family person..
he loves his mum a lot. He takes care about his brother. He reminds me how
lucky I am to have a grandfather while he hasn’t
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He always patient. He rarely
angry.
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He pushing me in order to help
me deciding.
I don’t know, he’s very powerful so that when I’m
getting confused of something, he will take the control and deciding.
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He’s very kind-hearted
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He sometimes did some silly
things. He ever editing my photo and adding a happy birthday wish, then he
frames it. In the other time, he combines our photos with a heart-shape
surrounding our picture :D Silly yet sweet..
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He loves children and enjoying
the time of playing with them.
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He loves animals.
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He is the person who feels so
curious about my past. He keep calm and wise although I can still feel the
jealousy
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He is the person who really
takes care of me. He is the person who offering himself to accompany me back home.
(he still accompanied, just until the bus station finally. But it still sweet
:”)
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And.. this ring. A proof that
he’s serious. He braves enough to ask to my father..
Oh, Dinda. What more can you expect? Calculate how many is his good
side compared to his ‘annoying’ side. He
will never be perfect. YOU, cannot be perfect, ever. Love will perfect you. All
you have to do is loves him perfectly, as a husband of course. And then Insya
Allah, Allah would give you a perfect life. Please Allah, give me an extra
patience passing this wedding plan.